I feel uncomftable in my gender... Is this normal?

I do not mean I want to be a man or anything like that! I just can not associate with other women! I mean feminism and stuff yeah I hate that. I like men I think there brilliant and I feel like as a woman im unique because I am not sexist! Or engage in sexist conversations about men I mean if you read some of those sexist articles about how women are becoming better at men in some fields most women read that and think: good!!! But its wrong?! I mean it seems to me... Like women want men to feel unhappy and bad and thats wrong and i feel like thats wrong and I feel as a woman with that opinion i am rarther unique... It makes me so uncomftable in my gender.